Well here it is. I have now finished living six decades and now into my seventh decade of life. Am I happy? No fucking way.
While 60 sure doesn’t feel like I thought it would. I would much rather be 20 years younger. When I turned 40 I was feeling good. Probably looked the best that I ever did. It was the time I was my happiest.
I havent’t been here with my musings lately. It’s been a rough few months. I ended up losing the place I was living and now while I’m not on the streets, I am no longer on the island. Now I’m living with my brother in the house that I was raised. Sleeping in the room that my Mom and Dad slept in until passed. Mom was there until she passed. And now it’s mine.
I really should paint it. I have no idea when it was last painted. Probably 20 years ago.
Yes, I suppose I am rambling. But wasn’t that part of what I was going to do on here?
So I think I’ll start again with those ramblings. Since I often don’t have anything particular to write. Yes, that’s also part of the reason I have been away from this for all of these months. Nothing to say.
Or rather probably plenty to say but not sure how to say it without ramblings. So maybe instead of thinking this as being a place to put down my Musings. I’ll just put don’t ramblings.
So here I am. Looking to ramble on in my 7th decade.
And what came to mind as I wrote this, “Ramble On” by Led Zeppelin – So that’s how I’ll close